uhm.. this is just stuff i needed to rant about...good and bad

1) my new job is amazing, i love the people, the atmosphere. etc
2) im pretty sure im loosing my friend, best friend. you know who you are. your probably reading this. but maybe your not cause we dont even talk anymore. im not saying its your fault. if anything its mine. and im sorry. i just feel like...we're not even friends.
3) im starting to feel very alone, and very....non existent.
4) my boyfriend is amazing. i care about him alot.<3 he is pretty much the only thing i look forward to, the only thing i care about, and the only thing that can make me happy.
5) i hate school with more heat then the sun. its boring, i dont learn anything useful. and my teachers should be teaching kindergardeners not high school kids, because they cant teach and are all idiotic flamingos.
6) im super excited for christmas
7) the big one. i dont know if i want to do anything after school anymore. i like so much and want to do so much. i want to travel. id like a year off school. dont say " a year off, you wont want to go back". noone wants to go to school. but ill have to. and if i go into something i like. ill want to. but ill probably end up going anyway because if i don't go my rents will eat shit bout it. eden wont go, and be all depressed about it, etc, etc.
8) i mainly just made an eighth because it makes a face. 8).